Good Bye

I'm sorry this has taken me so long to update but Rumble passed on Sunday, October 23rd, 2011. 

Now all I can do is miss him and second guess every decision I ever made.  Was the surgery and 6 extra months we got worth it?  He hated the dr. visits and the chemo made him so sick and I swear I wouldn't have put him through it if I didn't honestly believe that he would make it.  He was so young; I feel cheated.  He was my heartbeat on four legs.  I get mad and sad every day.  I have a hole in my heart and it hurts. 

I thought the two of us were special enough that he would make it.  Someone has to make up those 5% odds, right?  Why not us?  God has all these miracles in His pocket, why didn't He use one on us? 

I don't know if anyone, anywhere has even read this, but I hope it helped a little. 

If love could have healed, Rumble would have lived forever!