Now all I can do is miss him and second guess every decision I ever made. Was the surgery and 6 extra months we got worth it? He hated the dr. visits and the chemo made him so sick and I swear I wouldn't have put him through it if I didn't honestly believe that he would make it. He was so young; I feel cheated. He was my heartbeat on four legs. I get mad and sad every day. I have a hole in my heart and it hurts.
I don't know if anyone, anywhere has even read this, but I hope it helped a little.
If love could have healed, Rumble would have lived forever!
Oh Sabrina, I'm so sorry for your loss. Rumble sounds like a wonderful friend to have in your life. I can tell you love him very much. I have no doubt Rumble knows that too.
ReplyDeleteMy ROY BAXTER Baxter Boy died of lymphoma at barely 11 years old. I felt (& still feel) exactly the same way you do.....cheated of his full life. Baxter was a most amazing cat & he had many more adventures left to experience. Unfortunately, they just weren't to be. Baxter has been gone from our earthly life for almost 5 years --- the acute pain is less but I miss him every single day.
Your pain will lessen but your love for Rumble never will.
What a tribute you have given him.